Thanks for sharing your dream. A while back I was having dreams where I'd get into serious arguments with my wife, & sometimes with my parents (who are both deceased), & I walked out of the house into the night knowing that I could never go back again. I haven't had any of these dreams recently (that I know of.) But they had an effect on me when I woke up. I can still kind-of recall the empty sorrowful feeling those dreams produced.