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Old Sep 08, 2018, 01:09 PM
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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04 View Post
Well, it's going to be raining all day. Rain always makes me feel depressed. Burst into tears this morning. Not like me. And Later perhaps I'll read as a distraction if my concentration holds out. I love to read but haven't really done so for quite awhile. I've had the same unfinished book sitting for months.
What’s made your day so crummy? Just the rain or something else? It sounds like you did have fun with your son, so why is the day so bad?

I have the same problems with books and reading. I love to read but can’t concentrate to read lately. Also can’t concentrate on daily things unless I do them right away. Like I will be folding clothes, putting them away and thinking I need to get the trash out before the trash truck comes, and by the time I finish with the laundry, I forget about the trash. Pdoc says it could be situational and anxiety but did bump my Adderall up a tad. I seem to be focusing better, but I am not sure. It has only been a few days, and the past week has sucked so much, I had 3 super long (like 2 hours or longer) panic attacks. The panic attacks were all before I saw the pdoc and the med change, so I don’t know. Just anxiety, I suppose. I am glad I was actually able to read some yesterday, not a super challenging book but still...
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