Lost my 4&$2 at the yoga school open house/health fair and wouldn't go in. I couldn't. I wanted to be in there but I know I'd come to love it and then want to go to classes there and get my training and then it would be something else I'd just screw up all over again. I also can't afford it. I left, and am still in a kind of panic over three hours later. I'm having si right now because of all this. I'm so weak and crappy. I'm useless