I have given up on movies, I can't stay awake for any of them either. I have never really been interested in mainstream movies anyway, other people seem to like them but to me they are all so boring. Wonder woman, nah, BlackPanther - everyone around me raved about it but I was like ho-hum, can I go home yet?

You mention lots of fire related stuff... I wonder if there might be a trigger or memory related to that, flashbacks or something similar? Is it related to the movies or a separate thing all together? Does anyone inside know anything about it? }

Stay safe out there, folks!