I don't think we're going to talk again. I wonder if you'll be relieved when I leave therapy to C like it used to be. I decided not to try telling you I'm not coming back anymore again. You always say something that pulls me back in. Best for me to just not say anything. That way, you won't feel you have to reassure me or ask me to stay. I was never really your client, it was always C. You don't even think I'm a real person.

Or maybe you won't be relieved. Maybe it won't even register that I'm not coming anymore. It probably won't. I know that when you said you care, you don't really mean it. I never expected you to care, and it bothered me that you claimed to. Such a pointless lie.