I feel like you, coolbeans82. When i was off meds i made so much trouble i'm sure i was headed for jail. But on meds i'm over-sedated. I spend about 12 hours in bed and take at least one long rest on the sofa. I figure i'm not spending money and i'm not eating so that's good. I'm also not living tho. Also like you, i'm reluctant to monkey with my meds as things are going relatively well and i've tried lots and lots of meds. Really, what would i do, anyways? If i was up more hours, that's just more time to be bored. I have enough trouble trying to fill ten hours of wakefulness. I love sleeping!
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