How do you get to a place of trust with T to let them in, as she wants inside my head, then to have to turn around and stuff back in what you finally let out after only an hour?? I feel like wanting someone to trust you so much that they let you in so deeply, and then expecting them to stuff back in til next session is such a ridiculous ****ing one sided concept. T said she is worried about me. She said her feelings and thoughts don't turn off after I leave and after she leaves her office, but I don't know how much I can believe that because she is a T and is trained to do so. Yet, T is the closest person to me. So I guess she is getting in to me somehow.