I've written a lot of negative posts lately. I'm sorry for that everyone. I'm by no means feeling any better, my head's still messed up and to add to that my depressive symptoms seem to be coming back, going back to being worse rather (either because of my thyroid or the fact that I'm just that lucky).

Anyway, I wanted a thread where it could be a safe place. I know PC is a safe place, but for some reason I'm just scared. All I want to do is hide. I'll try to keep my posts more positive. Everyone's welcome to join in, I'm just going to post here for a while starting now.