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I think who I REALLY am is my best self, when I’m confident (but not unrealistically so, not delusions of grandeur or anything), mostly happy except when things go wrong, and feeling peaceful. Unfortunately, this state happens rarely, but I am striving to find my balance to stay there more often! [emoji16]
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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