today is a really boring day so far.

sat here posting to the forum and listening to music.

it is hardly the lifestyle of someone who is meant to live life

but it is all I can manage

yesterday I felt destructive, so decided I'd destroy my friends music collection she had stored on the microsoft cloud

I feel bad now, because I'm using her space for my own collection, but at the same time, it felt so good to see all those folders vanish

I was angry and frustrated at life, and when I get like that, the best thing for me is to ruin something.

I still feel a little destructive now..