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****TRIGGER WARNING FOR TALK OF SI,SH*************
Dear T,
I know I have thought a lot of emails over the almost month since I have seen you. You should of known as I was crying in your office last time I saw you I was going down hill quickly. I guess what I learned is when life gets really hard, all at once I will choose unhealthy coping skills. The emotions become too much. My thoughts increasingly turn to dying as being my only option. And in the meantime doing things that are harmful. the question is should I tell you now, or wait the 10 days until I see you next? Idk.. I hate myself right now.
Healed
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