Something is wrong. I've been feeling anxious lately. There's no reason to feel anxious. When I lay down the anxiety goes away though. Have been tracking my heart rate when this happens. Did it this morning. Took my hr laying down - 78 bpm, standing up - 127 bpm, laying down - 77 bpm. There really shouldn't be a 50 bpm difference. That's not how this works. ha. Yes I see my GP on Wednesday. tbh this has been going on for a few months, but it wasn't every day like it is now. It's really lame. I hate laying down all the time. There's a syndrome called POTS, Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, that makes this happen. I hope it's not that. I swear to god my whole mother ****ing body is falling apart. I wish I could make it stop. I'd like to do things again, eat anything I want to, and I'd really like for my joints to stop feeling like they're coming apart. Like having bipolar wasn't enough to deal with. bleh.