Overall doing pretty well! My new job is even making me more energized and focused. It's a good environment and lots of exciting stuff to learn. Some occasional dips in mood and intrusive/negative thoughts, but I haven't been spiraling too deep. I think some of this is related to being on a good part of my hormone cycle, so probably won't last past a week, but also this time last month I was still feeling irritable and raw, and getting in random rages. So, maybe a coincidence, but I am thinking stopping that lamotrigine was a good call. It is such a relief to be able to drive without wanting to punch a steering wheel after 10 sec at a red light. And just to be able to sit mostly still/not feel the desire to rip off my skin is refreshing haha. Fingers crossed I get a nice stretch of this. Sending hugs to everyone who wants/needs them.