So, I'm 25 and I love stuffed animals. Always have. That's not the issue. The issue is with one particular stuffed animal. It's an adorable little unicorn beenie baby I got at Walgreens. I mean it's adorable. I kept it on top of my jewelry box because there wasn't enough room in my bed. Anyway, inscribed on the tag it says, "At carnivals I ride the ferris wheel! Then play some games and eat a meal"

Sooo this little stuffed unicorn . And the caption. Makes me want to cry. Because, I know the world isn't that innocent. And I wish it was. I've had these intrusive thoughts about the unicorn multiple times per day . I go back and forth from sad to happy about it . I'm glad I have it and that it radiates some happy innocence but again, I wish the world was really that simple. This is the best way I know how to describe how I'm feeling.

PLEASE don't suggest putting it away or getting rid of it. I want to love it and take care of it. I probably wont get many responses here anyway, most people don't understand this type of thing. And that's okay. I just needed to get this off my chest.

FYI I COULD just be super emotional because my gf is in the psych hospital about to get ECT and i miss her.