I don't think its so strange. We all have things we're affected by that maybe "most other" people would not be. I do think I can see what you're saying though. Its too bad that life is not innocent, and always sweet and happy. It's sad. Your unicorn sounds really cute and like it brings you joy. I'm sorry your gf is in the hospital and about to get ECT. It makes sense that you miss her. I have heard good things about ECT, to be honest. A friend of mine gets it. I hope you're both reunited soon, and in the meantime, take care of yourself and your unicorn