My depression's got worse and I m feeling very tired all day.

My depression is mainly biological, the social context is not going to change as long as I don't move out to somewhere else very far away and I don't have the money....so meds are the only solution for me. But all meds don't work and some of them have scary side-effects, like akathisia or agitation. I guess I would need more of prozac, I am on 20 mg, but last time 40mg got me agitated. So I don't know what to do.

I feel frustrated and hopeless. Am I going to live this life of an invalid forever? Won't I ever be able to go out again, go out to places I used to enjoy(like coffee shops, libraries, shopping malls, movies), go back to school or take up a job and be happy? Why does life have to be like this? I can't go on.....