I'm sorry finding a therapist has been such a hassle. I know that you will eventually find one. Keep that in mind.

With what I wrote above in mind, I believe that there is no medication cocktail that can make people 100% unless they have 0% psychological issues beyond just bipolar disorder episodes. Medications help control bipolar episodes, but can't take away underlying anxiety and other psych issues. Maybe they can help a little, but they can't do the work that we must do with therapists.

It is not my medication cocktail preventing me from getting off of disability, it is psych stuff that no medication(s) in the world could possibly fix. I know there's still therapeutic work ahead of me. It would be easy to pass off blame on medications, but I know I shouldn't, especially with my current medication mix.