The person in my life who has been my emotional support lifeline and like a mother to me is dying. My real mother could care less about me and she is the closest thing I've ever had to a mother. She has breast cancer and bone cancer. I'm struggling to deal with loosing my emotional support from her and feel so guilty because she is the one going through all this. I'm really not sure how to feel most of the time. I really want to call her up and just cry and tell her how I'm feeling but I don't want to burden her either. She's dealing with enough.