I feel so stupid. I was so proud to make my last post here, about not cutting for so long. You don't know how proud I was to honestly say that I was finally winning this uphill battle, and that I hadn't cut in a long time. I told my mom I would stop, and believe me I tried. But today was just one of the worst days ever, and I lost. I gave in. And I will admit, it felt good, and I liked it. But the point is, I'm letting so many people down. The only reason why I did it today is because for some reason today was just one of those days. Like, stop the world I want to get off. I didn't even go to school today, I felt so depressed. I'm getting worse and it sucks. I need some opinions on what to do.
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