Didn’t exercise today. Rain again. I think they are predicting a lot of rain here over the next few days, but it’s more an inconvenience, nothing like what people evacuating from the hurricane are experiencing. However, there is a tropical system in the Gulf of Mexico likely to become a named storm and looks to be coming this way. They are expecting a lot of rain over the weekend, some street flooding, certain roads are prone to flooding. I barely made it to my pdoc appt after rain had stopped, and a large section of a 3 lane highwa flooded. This, where there is basically woods on one side, a recently enlarged drainage area in the middle and then traffic heading the other way on those 3 lanes, grass and drainage, a few chemical plants. So it’s not like flooding in Houston where the water has no where to go, just streets and buildings.
Because of the rain, I cannot run, really upping my anxiety, and making ED thoughts hover over me.
Things in the CPS case might close it out soon, if only I could find a therapist that takes my insurance and there isn’t something like they are out of town, have a super strict cancellation policy ($50 even if your kid wakes up sick & you have to go to the pediatrician), I mean, do they expect you to see that well into the future? Will work on it tomorrow.
Pdoc was not happy that my weight was 1 lb. lower than last week. But really, just 1 lb. Hardly as much exercise this last week except yesterday.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
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