(((((((((mandazzle))))))))))))))

It's okay, I know it doesn't seem like it but it is. You're not letting anyone down, because you tried. That's all any of us can do. You mess up, you get back up and try again... the amount of times I've had to restart to get to my point... absolutely nuts how much I manage to mess up. But you can do it.

Anyone you can talk to? A T? Try to spend some time just trying to love you for who you are and how far you went. That's a good job, it really is.

I'm sorry you're hurting, and I'm sorry it got so bad.

Please take care of you, you're important.