I can honestly say that I regret it at the moment. There's a lot more wrong than I initially thought and I'm having to actually deal with pain rather than push it away. I have been on this journey for a while, though. There are times when I'm so thankful that I'm working through this and able to. It just depends on what's going on with me, I guess. There are times when it's easier and times when you don't think you can keep going. I just quote Churchill when I get like this, "If you're going through hell, keep going." You can PM me if you need someone to talk to.