I thought I was over it but I guess I am not,some days I just cry because I am missing her so much,I miss my dad and my husband my brother to they are all gone,I can talk to my friend about this today she helps to relax me sometimes,,Some days I am just fine and other days I am just so lonely I cannot take it.It is no fun being alone. I have talked to my shrink about this,but he never listens to what I have to say might as well be talking to myself. I do ,do a lot of prayer and visual therapy sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesnt.