Got a therapy appointment for Friday. Lost the CPS caseworker's name & number. Well, I had 2 numbers, and I think one was hers, so I tried it. The voicemail doesn't say the name, just repeats the number dialed, and the caseworker told me yesterday that she would not be answering her phone most of the day because of meetings or something.

Did not run today but only because it was raining. I could go now as it is overcast and not too hot, but I don't want to take a 2nd shower today. I feel tired. I need to eat breakfast, which got delayed because I started trying to do stuff for state financial aid, kept losing everything, and then I tried calling, but I was on hold forever. Don't have the patience, not even the patience to listen to all the choice options, and repeatedly pushing 0 does not get you to a representative. I am beginning to think either H is going to have to do this stuff with little time, or I need a person helping me with it. That has been my attention today, even with the Adderall. I dumped the laundry on the bed meaning to fold it then and got distracted after I put the laundry basket back on the dryer and only saw the laundry again when I went into the bedroom an hour later and remembered I'd wanted to fold it right away and didn't because I forgot. Don't know if it's just sky high anxiety or what though I do tend to decompensate if the situation gets frustrating or stressful.

I guess eating might help too.