My father in law (the one I like, not the crazy one) has metastatic melanoma and only a short time left to live. My MIL and SIL are devastated. I’m pretty upset too. I’m going to have to tell my son that his pop pop is dying. We are going to try to go there to say goodbye but I’m not sure if we can get there (they are in Tennessee and we are in NJ). It depends on if I have a job or not. I don’t think I have the job I was supposed to have anymore so I’ve been applying other places. I doubt I’ll find a job anytime soon. So maybe we will be able to make it. My SIL wants to fly but I’m terrified of flying. I’d have to take some Ativan and spend the flight stoned in order to do it. Plus I can’t afford to fly right now.

I’m just so sad. This was so unexpected. I don’t know what my MIL is going to do without him. She doesn’t work and I don’t think he has life insurance. Plus all of her family is in NJ.

Cancer is a *****.