Didn't exercise again today. Rain. The ED is making me beyond anxious.

I have an appt. to see a new therapist on Friday (doesn't specialize in EDs), but if going to therapy helps me close out my CPS case, I'm all for it.

Haven't done a great job of eating today, and I've been extremely forgetful thanks to my mail-order pharmacy (which my insurance insisted I use) not getting my meds to me in time, letting me run out of Buspar and nearly most of the others. Got my meds shipped yesterday after a 2 hour ordeal between Aetna and the mail-order pharmacy. Had to get loaners from my local pharmacy, which I highly prefer to the mail order pharmacy. Mail order pharmacy claimed yesterday they overnighted them, but they did not arrive with my mail today (though granted, my mail comes early, around 10 AM). If I hadn't called, I would have been out of the Seroquel 400 mg, which is one of my big ones, and the one that gets me to sleep at night.

Not sure if I need to call the pdoc about my forgetfulness worsening or wait a couple days, see if it gets better on lower anxiety. I thought the Buspar didn't do much for my anxiety, but after running out of it, I think I was wrong about that.

EDs suck. Just so tired of dealing with it.