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Originally Posted by Pookyl
Mixed episodes are my default go-to position. Last year was a doozy with a mixed episode lasting from Feb to Nov (10 months). In my case mixed episodes always feature SI.
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I used to SI in college but don't any more. I think it would freak H to the point of taking my daughter and out and out leaving. And I wouldn't doubt H would be the best person to raise my daughter if we can't raise her together; he loves her so much. And I know his love for her is stronger than his love for me, not that he doesn't love me, it's just a parent's love is so strong. He would protect her before me, and I wouldn't fault him at all. It would freak my daughter out too if she saw something. It doesn't mean I don't want to SI, just that I don't act it out.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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