i feel so like crushed by all the other alters and even the host. we don't know a lot about Kitty yet so no stuff there. but Sam, Beyond, and Kevin are all guys and they dont care about clothes at all! i just want to be different from them and get dressed up in something poofy and girly...but i cant. i want to meet people and be able to talk about me and what i like not just pretend to be Sam. i really want to express myself and not confuse people because they're used to seeing someone else. Sam doesnt want me to because he doesn't want anyone to know whats going on. and i kinda feel bad for him because he's already trans and none of his friends or family offline like that about him. its just not fair though. i don't want to be Sam I want to be me and i want everyone to know i'm me!