Anxiety is still spiking and with that some major irritation. It is this new job again. I am unwell. I don't sleep, I throw up, I shake uncontrolably. Then all day I dread their moving me back and forth from department to department. I am getting paranoid. Why is this happening? Am I not doing a good enough job in my actual position? Is someone out to get me? Are they laughing behind my back? Why does no one else in my own department have to do this?