I stole part of this from someone else, my apologies. Being this lost .... wanting to “give up” but not being “allowed to”

And not even being “allowed” to say how I’m feeling (in real life)

Toxic people don’t need to see my light

(But where to “move on” to... I’ve got nowhere to go but here )

(Not about anyone on pc)

More triggering lyrics playing on the music machine.

I must not speak