So so tired today, more than usual. This new job is wearing me out and I just can't keep up. I also found out today that if the store I work at makes it's monthly goal we make a bonus which is a certain amount of money per hour you work. Ok that's fine and nice to get. But when a driver makes more in the bonus than I did and they worked less hours, I have an issue, so that was brought up to my manager and hr today, I was told they would get back to me. In other words screw off, we'll hope you'll forget about it and we won't have to pay you or make up an excuse.

Then of course when I have money being saved up for something I want, I lose it all to something stupid. Like when I had a good reliable vehicle and had saved enough money for something, some idiot decides I would be better off having to pay for a used vehicle because he panicked at a traffic light.

Now it's my current vehicle which has a bunch of minor issues that turned into a major one. I am not against a vehicle having issues but after all this time, why now, when I am getting closer to something?

It shows the luck I have and how I can not have anything I want or need...