I am so sorry, and I would feel the same way if my T M sent me that email. I would be disoriented and crushed.

Will you say more about the last 3 months- maybe list some of the conflicts? I will go back too and read your posts.

In general my first impression from remembering your posts is that you do have a general conflicted feeling about this T that runs deep? Do you actually want to continue with her?This seems totally irresponsible of your T, and it gives you a chance to collect all your thoughts and see if you would be in better hands with someone else.

Either way, it should be your choice.