I'm so sorry, Sarah. Honestly, I don't understand what's wrong with those therapists?? I mean, how difficult it can possibly be to tolerate this stuff you are telling your therapists? So you said you would be upset that she wouldn't call. Why couldn't you be upset about it? What's wrong with that? I'm really terribly sorry. I think many people here in this forum have felt that you have progressed a lot (to some direction?) and I feel sad that now when you could really do some work, the therapist just backs off.