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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
I know I said in my other thread that my back pain wasn’t that bad but I was wrong. It has skipped up a few notches and is now immensely painful. Tylenol with codeine is not cutting it. I refuse to take a stronger opiate. I refuse to become addicted or even dependent on opiates. I don’t need to add opiate withdrawal to my list of problems in the future. So it looks like surgery is going to have to happen sooner rather than later. I’m so scared, not to mention puzzled as to what I’m going to do with my son.
Ugh.
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So sorry. It was a pain, but once my husband got the back surgery he’d been putting off since before our daughter was born (I was pregnant, begging him to get it and he didn’t) and the shots stopped giving him relief, he was in so much pain, he was crying and said he wished he were dead. He doesn’t even have MI.
Once he got the surgery done and got making progress in physical therapy, he felt so much better, could hold our daughter again, who had just turned one and was even nearly off the growth chart she weighed so little for babies her age. He has been good since, fingers crossed. It has been 9 years.
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Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
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