H told me today he believes I have bipolar and I have PTSD and panic disorder by not an ED. WTF? Of course, I have the type of anorexia that's easiest to hide, the type where people think you just exercise too much, that's all. You can stop any time you want. ED thoughts shouldn't guilt a person with purging type anorexia, especially if the purging is done in the form of overexercise?! I am skin & bones. He'd flip if he knew the number on the scale. Still I continue the charade.

Have been this weight several months but had a little scale drop today. I think I dehydrated myself yesterday running too much...(and in the background, the ED cheers, even if it's just water weight).