(((((deflated_soul)))))
this is a great start.
Here you will find loads of support; no-one is judgemental (or at least, no-one should be judgemental) and certainly no-one will call you a liar.
Any time you need to talk, just post.
Take care, and as much time as you need, and know that any time you need a listening ear we are here to be with you on your journey.