in a soap opera I watch, their is an upcoming sceen where one of the main characters collapse

I think it was in Thursday's episode, and I'm up to Wednesdays.. I am putting it off- I don't want to watch it

I know I have a thing about people collapsing, and I know that this is fake.. he's not even going to collapse, just pretend too

still it makes me anxious that at some point I will have to watch it.

well I guess I don't have to, I could just skip that episode

but then I wouldn't know what happens would I?