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Originally Posted by TheLonelyChemist
I used to excel at studies and even social life too before I became very psychotic and eventually aware of it. Even won school level gold medal for science in eight grade. Excellent in science since it was introduced (fifth grade) but poor at math.
Long story short, you don't need to strictly follow what I say, but you need to ACCEPT that you have some flaws. Comparison is the thief of joy, I read over a blog. If you have time, check the blog post out. >> Comparison is the Thief of JoyAspiring Docs Diaries |
It's from a medical college point of view, but that's the most relevant topic I have read that is relevant to your situation.
Also, enjoy the life you always wanted. I know it's hard, and I myself have been in therapy for two years before it finally started making changes in my way of thinking, I think that's the best I can offer. |
To accept my flaws means accepting myself, I'm having a hard time doing that. Especially when all I see are flaws, nothing good about me and I'm ultimately annoyed by my own existence. I don't know why I'm like this. I just know I well and truly hate myself.
I'll definitely check out the blog today when I get time and can focus. I appreciate what you're saying and I know self-acceptance is something I really need to work on. I'll try to look at the good things I do today, if there are any. Anyway, thank you for your post.