Still depressed. Binged on a lot of food today. Have to keep a food log for next three weeks for the dietician so I guess today was my splurge day. I feel like a fat slug. Not doing this again.

Contractors for fixing the shower finally called. They’re coming by Wednesday. Should know by then how long it will take.

Husband has an EKG monitor for two weeks. Still having palpitations after a big meal. Found that out at lunch. He thinks he may have had a heart attack a couple of weeks ago. Hope the cardiologist is called in. He asked when he is going to have time to work on his projects. I’ve been doing housework, taking care of our cat, and various things to be ready for the contractors next week, plus both of our med appointments, plus trying to find recipes that don’t wreck my body. I should’ve said when I have time to, but he wouldn’t get that. He feels by driving me around that he doesn’t have time for anything. He doesn’t have to do it, but he feels if I start driving myself around we’ll be further apart. Ugh...it didn’t help that his MS doc appointment turned into a cluster of other appointments and tests for a different med. Depending on my GI doc appointment there’ll be more after that as well. Who knows.

I’ll be alright.

Love and hugs to everyone. Wish I could be more helpful but I’m going through my own crap.