Too tired to respond to others' posts today. I'll go back and catch up later.
Sorry about that.

I was all energetic and then suddenly I wasn't.

I did a lot of boring chores today, planned a meal menu for the coming week (God I hate cooking), ordered the groceries for curbside pickup tomorrow. This curbside shopping method has saved me from a lot of impulse buying, and I hope it continues. Doing chores, I stopped at my pharmacy to pick up Protonix and also got a flu shot since they were not busy. Though I found myself angry & cursing and yelling a lot more than usual while driving, especially at people I deemed were morons, parking their vehicle in the passenger walk-way right in front of the store entrance, stopping traffic only to let 2 teenages, maybe early 20s out of their truck right in right of the store. OMG, can't teenagers walk from the parking lot?!

What causes the anger like that? It was explosive and sudden (though yes, I do in fact think teenager who are perfectly healthy do not need to be dropped off in front of a store like that; my pharmacy is inside a grocery store). I have had a few outbursts which of course in my forgetful state, I know longer remember, but it was nearly off the rails today.

Or does that just happen with bipolar, whether you are mixed are not? Is it during depression, mania, somewhere between? It is very uncharacteristic of me, especially out in public.