yes I was hurting.

as for the aftermath, well, it turned out that storing stuff on the cloud was emotionally draining (uploading just 1 folder to the cloud would take me ages), and I ended up giving up on it.

it didn't hit me what I'd done until I was told... now I need to find another place to back up all my stuff

and yes. I felt like the worst person in the world. it must have taken ages to build up that collection on the cloud

I felt even worse when I knew I wasn't going to use it either