Well, I have decided that I can't deal with my emotions on my own anymore regarding mom's passing. They are taking over my life and it isn't fair to anyone. I am going to the behavioral health center this morning to see about finding someone to talk to. I can't wait for the psych that called two days in a row to cancel and then tell me that I have to wait til MARCH 12th.
Anyways, wish me luck cuz my nerves/anxiety is killing me!

BJ