Hubby and I will pick apples at a local apple orchard today. That is a very pleasurable activity. We will also buy cider donuts at their store. They are the yummiest cider donuts in the world. I can't wait!

I had to go back on Ativan, but half the dose I had been on before going off cold turkey from 0.5 mg to 0 almost three weeks back, with my psychiatrist's permission. I was just too unwell. I called my psychiatrist two weeks in and he doubted it was benzo withdrawal, but since I've started taking a bit again these last couple days I feel much better. It was indeed benzo withdrawal, or at least in my head.