I'm so sorry to read about sick pets. That is always hard to deal with.

Sorry for everyone who is having a down day.

Birdancer, I get you with the benzos. I think if I went down on Klonopin, it would not pretty even if the pdoc temporarily upped something like Buspar, and I don't do well on a higher dosage of propranolol. I'm sure I posted ad nauseum here about my falling issues, which got better once the pdoc lowered the propranolol.

I am so tired this morning. I slept from 9:30 PM to 9:30 AM. You'd think with that much sleep, I'd be feeling great. I hope it is not the start of a depressive episode. On the other hand, I did get a flu shot yesterday, so maybe it is general malaise caused by that.

My mood is so-so. I really, really wanted to go jogging this morning, but I slept too late and left the window before it becomes super hot and horrible to run. That makes the ED thoughts feel terrified I will wake up morbidly obese tomorrow, even though the scale numbers are not good today (as in pdoc & PCP would not be happy with me). So a day off is likely what I need., but daily running has pretty much become an obsession with me. I guess on the plus side, I ran less last week than usual because we had a lot of rain. I really need to throw out the damn scale. It is stupid to tie your self-worth to a number the scale spits out daily. But try telling that to an ED.

I've got a headache and backache, and the fibro is flaring. That could also contribute to my exhaustion and achy body as well as brain fog. I hate fibro too. There are days you just feel you can't do a thing but lie down and slee, you just hurt so much and are so tired and definitely do not want to be touched by anyone.

Still haven't decided my mood, but I think it might be in the irritated category, especially as I am so tired, I can barely type. I was angerier than usual when one of our cats kept getting underfoot, and I feel like I could lose it any moment now.
So please excuse the typos.

God, I hate being mixed.