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Old Sep 16, 2018, 12:58 PM
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I'm very confused in my life. I'm not sure what I like.
Tomorrow I'll have to answer a question about what's my favorite song lyrics in my class (English as a second language). The thing is I only rarely listen to music. I had to ask my friend to tell me what to say. She told me to choose Imagine and I'll do that as I have no opinion of my own.
I don't know what's my favorite food.
I don't have a favourite movie or series.
I read quite a lot of books but I don't know which one was the best or who my favourite character is....

I'm not really depressed, I actually have quite a good mood recently, I do things and I do enjoy them, it just seems it somehow isn't connected to my personality?
I don't know if I believe in God or not, I don't know if I want to be single or find a partner, I don't know wether I want children. I can't decide about anything...

It seems I've always been told what to do or want or that I put all my effort to be exactly the same as others that I actually have no passion or motivation of my own?

This is not a question of mood, it's more about something else, perhaps always needing guidance or external stimulus to do or like something? Waiting for my friend to tell me what's my favorite song because I don't know...

Does this make sense? Can anyone relate?
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