No I live in such a small town that I don’t think any of them know what telemedicine is, even then still wouldn’t accept my insurance. The largest town is about an hour away and they don’t accept any of the state insurance options. If I wanted to pay $400 out of pocket they would see me but since I lost my job I can’t afford that, even if I had that I still wouldn’t just on principle.

That’s why I love my fdoc he’s always understood that and has graciously seen me for refills and side effects even thought it’s not his scope of practice. That’s why I’m so scared of what the therapist told him, she basically said it could do damage to his license since none of the doctors she works with will not write an antipscyhotic. She also told me to get over my hatred of evil pdoc that she was just trying to help. Yeah not diagnosing my issue and putting me on a Med that does not work for Bipolar 2 and a medication that causes physical pain.

Thanks for listening to my ramble dear, I’m just so terrified that’s tommrow might be the end, if he sides with her, which would only hurt me because I still would not see her even if she was my last option. I’d rather turn to self medication.