Well it's official I've been up all night. Maybe slept 10 minutes. My mind is racing, I've been picking my face ( when I get anxious) and I'm utterly exhausted. I can't sleep however bc my son wants me to come have lunch with him. Usually I have a high but I'm so tired, I wonder if this is a hypomanic state?
Usually when I'm manic I'll be up like this for a week with maybe 3 hrs of sleep, but today man oh man. I desperately need a win right now. How I feel right now is the epitome of crazy. Ugh