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Originally Posted by unaluna
(((Here today))) So - whats on your emotional bucket list? I see anger, but i dont know where it comes from. IMHO, it doesnt "count" to direct it at a t or ts, because they are kinda like having road rage - youre just mad at them because they happen to be there? And they are not driving fast enough.
But YOU are on this journey. For me it was important to stop circling the cloverleaf on and off the interstate, going nowhere fast. How would you characterize your journey? Crashed into the median?
It DOES sound like your last t was WAAAAY out of her depth. She just wanted to help you organize your linen closet. And finally what it comes down to, is saying the most painful embarrassing self-disclosing stuff. And hoping the relationship survives. And not angrily. Anger is a cop-out, on either side.
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Anger for me has not been a cop-out. It was at the core of my being. Or all that was there, that I had, to protect the core of my being. And with it dissociated, the core of my being was dissociated as well.
So my journey has been -- lost in another world? And then recently, just trying to get on the freeway and not knowing how to drive (much) or avoid crashing or getting crashed into by other cars!