Thanks for your replies, of course, kind inputs are appreciated.

It's OK if you do not remember my backstory. Another reason I deleted those accounts is that I shared way too personal details and I vowed to myself to do much less of that in the future. Also, I was spending hours on PC. Even good things are not that good when we do them excessively. At the time, I was processing trauma and it was helpful but I am trying to move on though I am grateful for all the encouragement people gave me in the past.