As long as I can keep my mouth shut and not be so nervous I say the wrong things I'll be ok. Right now I feel like I'm not even on Earth. Everything seems so strange and different and I don't understand anything but know I know what it is. Maybe I don't need a place to live? Maybe homeless is a good idea? Maybe I could do some harmless crimes and just live in jail or prison forever? If I can just get through this morning I'll be ok, I know.